Maga/Show Show - Daphne Loves Derby
No one will ever understand how relevant this song is. I’m taking it back to MySpace days. Remember back when you had a MySpace profile and could add the one song to set the mood for your viewers? Little was it known by anyone that @krisholly and I would put up songs that reflected our own personal views/interests. Simply speaking, we would display songs about/to each other whenever we experienced a bump in the road. However, it was never established who/what the song was for. We had song-fights in disguise. Haha.
While having @krisholly stay over this past weekend, we came across the idea of our MySpaces. We logged onto our old profiles and looked through our playlists. It was surprising to find out how many songs we had posted for one another. But there was one song, which wasn’t listed, that had me stumped. I remember the song quite vividly, but I just couldn’t piece the lyrics together correctly. I only remember the rhythm. We searched for the song and found it. This is the very song that defeated me. This was her sad song for me. From the first moment she posted this on her profile, I couldn’t stop listening. I ain’t too proud to tell you that I used to cry sometimes about it (might I remind you I was a young teenager). Lyrics inflicted the most pain.
“If I make you wait/ Will you leave a note that says ‘I missed you again.’/ All apologies I owe/ Have all lost their worth.”
This song hits home right at the very beginning. I wrote Holly a bunch of letters back in high school. Whenever I would just be tired of our stubborn fights, I would write her, and I think even tell her I missed her. This was my usual way of apologizing.
“We’ve become so desperate but silent…/ I won’t say a word cause I don’t want to lose/ What we have left.”
This describes the extensive periods of silence where not a single word was exchanged between the two of us, fearing that we would make our predicament worse by saying something and sparking an angry emotion in either one of us. Or that’s what I feared, at least.
“If you’ll be my love,/ I’ll be your mistake./ If you need your space,/ Then I’ll face a distance./ It’s not that I’m brave./ I just finally realized that I/ I’ve never, I’ve never been there for you.”
Despite what she thinks, she’s always been there for me. She was the primary example of what I wanted in a significant other. Sometimes, I don’t know why I decided to settle for less. She’s been one of my best friends for the longest time. Why did I ever choose to look elsewhere? If anything, I made the vital mistakes. Maybe if I had been more patient, I could’ve avoided all of the self-inflicted pain. Space has never been a problem for us.
“I know it’s not safe, but we do what it takes/ To stay far away/ From the truth/ From the pain…/ We can try our best to be surprised.”
It was never safe for us to stay far away from the truth/pain. The feelings were always there, but we never chose to act on them due to the fact that we thought maybe it’s what was best for the both of us. Even though the tone of the song is morose, it will always be something entertaining to look back on. It’s in the past. We are, without a doubt, surprised with where we are now. Never did either of us think that we’d end up here. But none of that matters now. We’re both happy. :’)
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“I don’t give a [expletive] what you say. If I go out there and miss game winners, and people say, ‘Kobe choked, or Kobe is seven for whatever in pressure situations,’ well, [expletive] you.”
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“I don’t give a [expletive] what you say. If I go out there and miss game winners, and people say, ‘Kobe choked, or Kobe is seven for whatever in pressure situations,’ well, [expletive] you.”
- Kobe Bryant
Read the rest here.
“I don’t give a [expletive] what you say. If I go out there and miss game winners, and people say, ‘Kobe choked, or Kobe is seven for whatever in pressure situations,’ well, [expletive] you.”
- Kobe Bryant
Read the rest here.
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